What I Wouldn't Give For A Good Nap

Where have I been you ask? Well, I've been doing a lot of standing around. Seems that's all that I can really do anymore for any length of time. You may remember that I injured my back a couple of months ago. There are lovely pictures of me crawling up the stairs. Anyhu, it's still not better. My back is, but the remaining injury to my hip is sending these lovely shooting pains down to my ankle if I try to sit, or drive, or sleep. Hell, even if I try to sit and pee. None of this is working for me. I'm in pain constantly, I can't sit for long so I'm broke because I can't get on ebay, plus I'm completely exhausted because I haven't had a decent night's sleep in 2 months,. What kind of bullshit is it that I can't lie down, whoever heard of an injury that consisted of only being able to stand all the time? I'm learning to deal with it, I mean, what choice do I have? I stand or walk as much as I can throughout the day, the problem is, it makes me even more tired and then....oh yea, I can't lie down. Then I try to think of ingenius ways to work around the pain. The problem again is, I'm so damn tired, I can't come up with anything. It's gone on for too long, I'm wiped out. I finally broke down and went to the doctor yesterday. Who knows what will come of it, I just want to be able to do something besides stand without biting my tongue to keep from crying. At this point, I just need reassurance that this isn't going to be my life, that this will get better and I can return to my bed to catch up on a lot of lost sleep.